Thursday, 13 November 2014

Afraid

Why is it you never show anyone how you really feel? You hide away the truth, never expressing yourself he says.

I don't know. Though you're the first person to have noticed I replied.

Why is it I behave in such a way? It is not like I have opened up to someone in the past and in return was left broken hearted in the process. Maybe it is because there is a part of me deep down screaming that this couldn't possibly end well.

And subconsciously I have resulted to hiding my true feelings in fear of being told that I wasn't enough to make you stay. 

I'm afraid that if I open up too much, it will push you away.
Afraid of becoming too attached.
Afraid of loving you.
Afraid of being left for someone better.

You stare at me, expecting an answer in which I cannot give.

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